U feel feel like u've done everything right to keep things good and happy and working.
U pray a lot..have been praying days and nights and days and nights, asking for things to run smooth and easy.
U cud feel something - the Serenity and Peace, so indescribable, it makes u want to cry only by thinking of it. Every time u consult HIM, the series of spiritual chattings reward you none other but Serenity and Peace.
U cud feel it, strongly, you said to yourself..YES..this is IT..
Yet...
Truly, Allah has all the knowledge and power over every thing..and...
you are crying..
crying..
and
crying.